Wednesday, December 17, 2008'♥
She left today.
Miss her soo soo badly..
Too small to read?! too bad! *roar*
When my classmates sms me "N level result released on 18dec (thurs) @ 2pm. Wear sch uniform. Pls pass this ard". The fear is hitting me right now. GOSH!"If u can't make it, where do u want to go?" - the famous question, asked by my classmates. And i do not know the answer.
I asked Dad "Wat if i failed?"
He ans: "Nvm.. As long as u have tried your best. U have long way to go."
I asked Ko Ko the same question. She was the ones who kept looking out for tutors (i hate it. lol.)
She looked disaoppinted but she said "it's okay..... so on so on....."
FUCK! I dun know wat to do man....
If pass, rewards coming... hee... *blush*
Ko Ko- psp ; Mummy- shopping ; Moses & Phoebe- meal ; Karyin- meal ; Roseanne- meal/chocolate ; Jolene- chocolate ; Danny- meal ; Kelvin Siew- chocolate ; Dennis- meal ; Jiayi- chocolate ; Mei Ying- chocolate ; Wei Sheng- chocolate (they themselves say one. lol.)Ms Loh (vice-principal) said she will buy me a big chocolate if i pass.. However, she retired on last June. (-____-) She was the one who advised me not to quit sch once i heard the word "retained". She was the one who took up her time & spent time teaching me science (but somehow i not interested & somehow ran away from her.*blush*) When she left, i regretted tat i did not "treasure" her.
tat's all i remember.if i fail (CHOY! TOUCHWOOD!).. bye bye then.. heard tat i'm going to die... wat's more, i can't face my home. See me @ the void deck.. there's a black & white photo of TWL. there will be alot of tables & chairs. Curry Chicken provided.
Wish me all the best!
Sec 4NA & NT, let's pray & mati-mati together!
Guess wat? last time N level exam, TWL recieved more N level wishes than my birthday wishes.
Now, my buddies, friends, kids, monsters are more concerned abt my result than my life. kns! I have to sms koko-abang-mummy-dad-rose-kyin-louis-fang-cmy-juan-gladys-linda-meiying-david-pekkuan-stanley-dennis-danny-phoebe-moses- ...... so many pple tat i cannot remember who else..
Shall i think i gonna ban my hp for 1 week and ban comp for 1 week? so tat no one come and bang me? Make them curious for 1 week? *evil*
alright.. i gonna get my ass off here now! Bye!
I pray and I wish and I wish and I pray. 11:53 PM