Tuesday, September 30, 2008'♥
the Next day is 1st of October = Kids, Happy Children Day! + Malay, Hari Raya! which means no sch & work for everybody, but not all. also, tonight my abang is coming back from ns. =)
tml kyin, rose, they all going to town. may they fall down, may they lose their precious things, may they choke their food/water. I'm saying this bcoz i soo jealous of them. I force myself to stay home & be a good girl.. & study for the next coming up paper. like wat i said "i'm keeping all my doors shut."
[ ahiya..kidding lah..lol..i dun mean to curse u all. God, i take back my words. I pray tat they will have fun out there. Pls take care of them. My girlfriends, wait for me will u? I will be right back after the "shitty war". bcoz i can't give up halfway. ]
Free pizza & swensen for below 10yrs old children for tml only! tat cool!
How I wish I was in pri sch again.. will recieve alot sweets & chocolates. lol.. However, i prefer to be a teen. can do watever shitty i want. hoho..Comparing primary sch life & secondary sch life (i prefer sec sch life.. more challenging..)
Being a teen: sometime, can ignore the teachers.. sometime, can pon sch. sometime can go everywhere. even LESS scoldings from parents, no caning somemore. *bleah* Life is easy & more freedom. more cliques = more fun = more laughters... began to fall in love with them.
anyway.................
FINALLY I'M FREE!! It's over! nono... i mean... ytd was a fierce day. I felt quite relieved after sitting for phy+bio+maths(1) papers... so fucked up.. last sat night & sunday, buried my head into books. It was driving me nuts. The worst thing is, i cant say anything about it. All i have to tahan all the way. N level can really be a nightmare.
If i want to pass, i have to study hard. No, i mean study smart. die die to memorise.. die die to understand.. force to love the subjects esp bio & poa. Morever, i guess my ass is getting bigger & bigger. my ass has been sticking together with the chair since now & then. which means after n level, i gonna use my ass & kick pple off esp Low Karyin. *evil laughter*
3 more papers to go! 7 more days to end!
Next coming up is maths paper 2 (cannot afford to be careless again). after which, literature. lastly, poa. haiz.. my poa.. the weakest & suck-est subject. i wonder do i have a chance to pass. all i need mei ying to sit beside me on tat day. Without her, i can't do although somehow i know more abt the basic.
I wish MOE will delay the poa exam. I dun mind tat exam will end longer. Fun & laughters can do tat later. As long as i need more time for poa. I regretted for not touching poa since Jan. I started mugging when first poa tution started somewhere on July/Aug. haiz.. anyway, it's all too late. can only turn back the time in my dream.
(MOE, i got an idea. I suggest.... go & purposely make errors for poa paper. then, u all have to re-do & think of the questions again. need few more days?? sure. no prob. i can wait for u. One month, the better. How abt tat? I'm a very nice & patient girl. *grin*)
Lord, i cry to you for help. Lord, u are my helper & protector. You are all I want in this life.
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Last Saturday: Had tution.
Wat shocked me is.... It has been 5000yrs since I've seen him. He came in too sudden. TWL smiled & said 'Hi' & waved at him. But he did not. First thing he entered the room was to stare at me. First thing he said "U got study or not?" *alamak* TWL really need to whack his head (but i dare not to.) LOL!
The purpose for him to come is NOT missing me, is to spot-check on me. dot dot dot... When he came, i got beaten & struggled by him. Somemore, when he left, he shook jo's hand for wishing her the luck for o level & asked her to study hard in a gentle way. To me, Yes, he shook my hand BUT he pressed so hard tat i screamed. =( He "nagged" tat i better work hard. So nice of him to wish me all the best for n level. hoho... All in all, i think Mr Neo Wei Sheng is a "hypocritical" monster. haa-hee-hoo... [ A chocolate if i do well. ] =D
Stupid Jo! Idiot Jo! pulled my arm hair. so pain tat i gave her a slap. (T_T) Yet, linda asked me not to fight. dot dot dot... TWL got nth to say..
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I am pretty sure tat I will get to celebrate on 27 Sep 2009 with you, no matter how far the distance is & how busy i am.
9pm, i have to be home & be a good girl. (i obeyed her.)
Fish & Co for dinner @ airport, T2. ate-talked crap-laughed..
When I pick up PK's camera, it's never ending, u know. (a big black camera is so fun to take take take. may take 10yrs to wait for her to send me photo.)
time flies.. Home @ 10.10pm. Blame the cake. (my queen, i was not at fault. so, dun scold me.)
On the last note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ROSEANNE! 
Rose, I'm holding onto the friendship i had with you, and i'll never let it go.
I pray and I wish and I wish and I pray. 4:15 PM